tiring week!!

pg trening..ptg trening..fitness -100..lutut still x bley pakai..ni psl smlm r g main alumni league kat uitm shah alam..joey ajak main ngan OPA..game kol 4..seth tunggu kat mcd shah alam kol 2..hrmm..smgt tol aku nk main ni..tp syg..baru 10 minit main lutut aku wat hal..hrmm..dlm kepala otak aku,tgh pikir cene la aku nk main unikl games next week ni kalo injured..kuar pdg tuam lutut ngan ais..then masok blk..tp seriously aku out of performance..x confident gile ble tgh injured ni.malas pon ade..2nd manager suruh kuar sbb die kata aku x bley nk lari..so termenung la aku kat luar tu..abes game g lepak ngan ode n seth kat hakim.(x penah g pon tempat tu sebelom ni)..lyn je la sbb ode open table..thanx ode..ko la member yg aku syg..haha(kasi r point lebih sket)..hrmm.. mlm tu lepak kondo pawen.mandi kolam mlm2..mcm bdk2 pon ade time tu..tp aku byk gak r diam time tu..ye r..asyik2 borak psl bisnes..projek berjuta2 lak tu..nk bkk branch sne sini la..bgs btol la ko pawen..br 22 tahun dh advance gile dh..tp aku pon agak segan r..die maju atas usaha sendiri,aku lak x maju2 g..adusss....gud luck r pawen..aku doakan ko bkk branch byk2 sket..bley join venture..haha.mlm tu tdo umah seth.aku ajak hadi skali sbb xde geng..sampai je umah ade lak game baru kat umah seth tu..adoiii..x jd la nk tdo..hadi yg ade exam esok tu pon lyn skali..tp yg slalu klh tu aku r..kambing tol..dh la esok tu aku ade trening kat miat..kol 8 pg..penat2..

p/s:sory kepada kwn2 yg ym ngan msj aku tu..sory byk2 sbb x terlayan..letih sgt..ni dh start sunburn dh.esok lusa itam berkilat la aku..

sleeping day...

today is my sleeping day..i was sleeping all day long..nobody home..everybody went home for semester break but i have to stay here coz for raugby training-preparation for unikl games (22-27 june).slept late last nite watching jgn tegur with jun,bro,acapan,acap astro and pian.i slept at 5 and woke up at 1.went down to kitchen for breakfast.after finished my breakfast,went back to my room,laid on bed to watch movies in my lappy..but unfortunatelt i fell assleep again n now i already woke up.juz take my bath..hoho..my moning bath was at 5pm.ngee..bile lg kan??nikmat dunia...
mode:boring

takziah buat allahyarham adik pg

sewaktu segelintir warga miat sdg bergelut utk menghadapi final exam di mph,masih ada yg berduka..theory of flight control-1630h..sblom masok ke dwn pg mendapat panggilan dari sepupu die mengkhabarkn berita sedih di mana adik beliau telah meninggalkn kita buat selama lamanya..sudah pastinya ia memberi impak yg besar kepada beliau sbb x sempat masok dwn lg,beliau telah dikejutkn dgn berita sedih ini..bykkn bersabar pg..yg dtg tentu akan kembali..semoga allah mencucuri rahmat kepada allahyarham.. al faatihah

pagi yg indah..

hoho..for the first time in my life,aku kejut kn kak mazaya smyg subuh..(hoho..dulu die yg slalu kejut aku..)tp malang nye die dh bgn..huhu..patut la msj aku slame ni x reply..rupenye die xde kredit..adoii haii..nk blaja wat template cene??dh la online pon jrg..nk kne jentik idong dh ni..g genting elok2 eh..nant sy g umah akak jgn lupe wat eskrem goreng..pastu msk spageti sdp2..kite lwn sape msk spageti lg sdp nk??haha..sape klh jentik idong..ade bran x?bile tu x sure g la..hoho.. tunggu je r akak keje nant..dpt je firdst pay,sy dh brator dpn umah..wakaka

nothing much to worry

i am focusing on my exams.i had finished my aircraft structure paper that i was not really satisfied. hrmm.. i tought the paper would be in the evening..but unfortunately it was in the morning.shit! lucky for coz i studied a little bit..huhu.. another 5 more papers will be coming up next week.. hydraulics and piston on monday..so i need to study much more harder..learn from mistake.. cheers dude.. gud luck!

my life turns crazy for a while

i dont know how to describe my feeling rite now.given chance to drive my life properly but i misused it.now i live in trouble that i created it myself.haisshh...now i start to think bout the future.for what reason i am being here and why i cant be the "man"..for the short term life i have gone through it and i feel it..i enjoyed it.but it is juz for a moment.now its shock me for a while and i cannot stop thinking bout it.it is a very horror nightmare..hunting me all night long.where should i be after this?where is my route?i'm struggling for a long-term-happy-ending life..is it affordable?or it is juz dream.i'm trying not to be my-real-self.I'M ALONE!!! ..i am an independent man!! put it in my head!!i'm opening my eyes widely to see what is happening outside there.and of course there is lots of obstacles!!challenges!!

dlm usaha mencari keredhaan ilahi

pertama skali,saya ingin memohon jutaan kemaafan kepada mak abah kat kampung,kwn2 yg aku syg dan yg aku knl..termasuk gk yg knl aku tp aku x bpe knl diorg.x lupa juga nk ucapkan jutaan terima kasih di atas segala susah payah,rezeki dan segala jasa anda semua selama aku hidop di dunia ni selama 22 tahun 20 hari.ntah la..xtau cene nk mula kn..sedih,takot sumer tgh campor aduk ni..pikir kn dosa2 yg aku wat x setimpal ngan amalan yg aku lakukan.kdg2 terpikir gak psl mati..smpai bile la aku mampu bertahan utk idop.enjoy2 smpai x pk lak kubur.kalo aku insaf pon,kejap sgt..pastu setan muncul balik..
buat insan yg saya sayangi kat dunia ni..maaf sbb saya x ingat org yg tersayang selama ni.sujud mintak ampun memohon keampunan.harap2 dosa saya diampunkn.

Ya Allah..
ampunilah dosa2 aku,
dosa kedua ibu bapa ku,
dosa guru2 ku,serta muslimin dan muslimat di dunia ni,
yg masih hidup atau yg sudah meninggal dunia..

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